silent?

sometimes i wonder as  have i done,

that makes you so silent.

Like thanking everyone for wishes and ignoring mine.

Am i so bad?

I didn't leave,
for somewhere down i feared may be this will close every way that may bring you back.
Return as in.. not for me, but may be you will need me somewhere?

Its important for me to know you are good. its always important.

may be that's what makes me go against my self respect too.

But now i wish that point never comes,

for i know the next time we talk,

even if i don't question ,

you will be uncomfortable with answers hovering around in your mind.