Spidy

I wanted to bring this one home, couldnt :|

i kinda played with him may be.

oh.. i miss him..

i remember i used to run after spiders for powers :P

but this one was cute, i felt like he was understanding what i told.

I cant forget a simple spider that i had for minutes,

and people expect me to forget people staying for years.

I am

junior nisha.

taken.

Today you held my little finger,

I was reminded of ..actually nothing.

Not even of my childhood when i was taught walking.

I felt like you were showing me the way,

or taking me to somewhere i can be.

Custard.

I took some custard today,

for i remember you saying you want it.

I 'could' have traveled in the midnight if you had called me.

sorry,

I 'would' have.

light

 
You can't have a light without a dark to stick it in. ~Arlo Guthrie

Secure.

that day ,

you read the lines of my hand.

what i loved was not whatever you said

but the care with which you held my hand ,

like nothing will ever make that fall away.

I felt so secure.

I was me

Today you dont pick up my calls, I wish when my bday comes you too remain silent,
or may be forget like the last time.

3 days ago i laughed so much that i had tears in my eyes.And later i cried in a way that i started laughing.

It was midnight, I heard my grandfather calling, to put eyedrops in his eyes.
may be i heard him.no wait, it was him only.Never was I so helpless.

I wore the dress you liked,never mind the dupatta being stained with a tear.

early morning i heard a song, It was my sister, she sings well but for the first time it was soothing to me.

i saw myself again somewhere i don't wish to be,it still runs shivers across me.

Last time the teacher questioned me, I knew the answers.But didn't say.

i hurt my leg the other day, for i tried to kick a big stone unlike other times when i used to take pebbles with me by kicking them along the long roads i used to walk down.

Nothing makes me sad anymore, Am happy. for all this time
i was honest.I was the person i am.And so will i stay.