pause

You left a pause that day,
And I still cant sleep every night.

-nisha

lost

lost all roads and hope,
with torn pockets of love,
in the middle of the ocean
I hold a brush,
trying to paint my own sun.
but the night always remains,
always wins,
always grows.
like it always did ,
but i don't know why,
tonight seems to be
the loneliest night of all.

-nisha

remember

remember this place.
its where we began.
we end.
we always run away and towards.

last night

Last night, I cried like a baby
and you stayed with me.
Love makes me an artist sometimes,
as I speak through rhymes and colors,
but tonight, i have none.
I surrender.
Cause Last night, I cried like a baby
and you stayed with me.

-nisha

flower

You know ,there is this flower of the blue mountains that blooms once in every twelve years.
yet, I love it, and I wait for it.

When i cant stop loving a simple flower i held,
how can I stop loving the person to whom I gave ?
- nisha

Wrote it for someone, I never showed.
this goes for people I love(even the ones i didn't give the flower :P ). its a believe you know. things may go way wrong.may be you turn silent and never talk, yet if you loved once,even for just a second, you always do. you can lie that you don't,you can hide it with anger or silence, but you do.12 years or more, if ever that person calls you at 3 am ,you will still show up at the door.

real artist

if every time , when I hold a brush to paint,
All I do is ,try to hold your hand,
come close and reach for you,
then who is the real artist,
me or you?

_ nisha

silence

i share this silence
From the window of my room
with a distant tree,
but of all nights,
tonight is the worst,
for the tree has birds,
and am lost without friends.

-nisha