hatred

I hate suicides.

specially when people,

i know 
go for it.

Sister

sister

I know am an asshole,for i have never brought you close.

And sometimes i regret these times,when am unable to calm you down.

when i don't have that closeness to hold you and whisper you nothing.

I hate these times when i realize the love i hold, and hate it more,

when i see i can do nothing to help.

I hate this.

But i hope my prayers stays.

and they will work.

they will.

Ask

Ask.

I wont lie and keep on saying you are perfect like others do.

for i see the holes.

You should ask if people want or not.

you should.
Don't make people a burden.

whatever you do, in circles it will return. 
but before it returns and you realize,
i hope it doesn't becomes late.

song.

today,
My friend sang a song,
a self composed song about an Afghan's girl lament.
No, it wasn't rocking or good.
rather, beautiful if i say.
beauty.

i couldn't hear all the words.
but it was touching.
indeed.

somewhere
down i could
feel some broken
strings
mending.

naked truths

i never kiss words.
today in sleep,
i did.
held the words
near my heart
and slept.

After loosing myself 

and showing the naked truths

to you.

i hate to be so weak and 

miserable sometimes.

this other side,

i dont want anyone to see.

you should stay away.

V

Tears are but water,

more than the heart can hold
And living in it, is the art to learn
from the fish inside a bowl


But when the fish had learnt to
Hide the brine inside her soul
The bowl cracked from brim to base
That which had been her world


~ kobita.






A secret sunset will rise
between the mountains
that never meet
to warm up that bird's song
that was buried
beneath the ice decades long,
And I shall absorb that sun
melt into glass,
to form a unbreakable bowl
for that
fish
to which
it means
the world

Butterfly effect.

 Butterfly effect.


I want you to be a butterfly,
flap your wings,
And alter ,delay or prevent
the tornado within.